~SilentBloodShed

Hi just wanted to let everybody know that for some reason DA isnt workin at my place..it isnt showin anythin in my message center..so i cant view or reply to any comment and reply..i can read and send Notes tho..and i cant even fullview any deviation..so im sorry that i couldnt comment on ur workz and for not bein able to reply back..btw my b'day totally sucked..i didnt celebrate it and it was strictly forbidden to wish me a happy b'day at my home ..anywayz i feel different over here on DA im glad that u guyz remmbered and a few even send me some gift art so im really happy even durin this really bad time of my life i miss her so much and i still didnt get any email from her so i dunno whatz goin on with her theze dayz..im kinda worried about her cz i really care so much and i miss her really a lot ..anywayz thnx so much Beth and Ren for the nice giftz

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Im over the deadline and still workin on all the damn sketchez and also colorin every other drawin..and man im really pissed off >.<!! im just listenin to muzik all the time v.v

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ok the previouz dayz of my life were really hell but im feelin betta now and i hope that everybody else is feelin the same way too thnx for all the support from all my friendz n my family ( especially Dj ) u really lightened my mood with ur work n all the good youtube linkz that u shared with me the AMV that u made for me was really nice and thnx for introducin me to Kate'z muzik..her work is so beautiful n good :3..i cant stop listenin to her FF9 songz You're not Alone has become one of my fav songz XD and i really wanted to thank all my friendz and visitorz for the nice commentz and favez i really appreciate all the commentz n time that u spend at checkin out my gallery im in a really good mood today lolz...and im kinda hyper..i still miss my special person but im ok ..and beth thnx for givin me the opportunity to do a really good SH fanart pic with u in it as a nurse that was fun and liz im almost done colorin ur pic and xealou ur KH pic is gonna be ready in 1 more day ..btw i've been watchin and downloadin lotz of anime theze dayz..and i cant believe im watchin love,romance,harem and school life genre'z now XD...itz really a big change from hardcore action and fantasy to all that lovey dovey relationship stuff but itz kinda helpful when ur goin thru the same situationz ..anywayz i've to do a lot of work today and my job will start in 2 dayz too >.<..so it meanz life'z gonna become really busy again anywayz thnx again to everybody

ok atleast im feelin a lil bit betta now and im tryin to stay in a good mood but sometimez itz just impossible to do so..im too worried or sad all the time..and well i was missin somebody a lot but now somethin far worst than that happened..i was checkin my emailz and well after doin that i was readin the newz at MSN.de and WTH!! another lil innocent child had to die just cz of some F****N peadophile >.<..i really dont understand why parentz cant take kare of their kidz n why isnt enough security around thoze placez where children are playin or hangin out..that poor lil girl was only 8 yrz old (her name was michelle) and she was murdered in such a brutal way and i mean i really started cryin when i was readin how she got murdered and raped by that mofo but what can i do or anybody do about thiz..thatz why i think there is no god out there and if he doez exist than he'z way too weak or he has forsaken us..atleast save the innocent one >.<..man..i dont know my mood was already pretty bad and after readin that i felt like i lost my child or lil sister..this world sux!!

PS: anywayz im pretty dead theze dayz and im colorin 2 pics for my friendz and i promised them that i would upload 'em in 1-2 dayz and im sorry that im late I'll do it today or tommorow btw i uploaded some of my sketchez for now

ok i really dont know what'z goin on theze dayz..im so lost again and really depressed..im hatin life as much as I can...everythin around me sux and nothin good is happenin anymore...WTF!